Day 12

So I missed another day due to a night of catching up on tv shows with my favorite man in the world. Hawaii 5-0, and one tree hill are the devil. We also had a huge storm last night so the net was down.

So on Day 11- breakfast was

• 2 egg whites, 1 cage free egg
• 1 slice of bacon
• less than 1/4 cup of onions
• green tea 
• h2o

After breakfast, I decided to NOT go back to sleep even though I was feeling bad, and do some cardio. I did 30 minutes of hip hop abs that seemed like an eternity. I'm so out of shape that I felt like I would never catch my breath again. Finally I wound down and felt instantly better for a few hours. About the time I got done with that it was snack time

• 1 packet of oatmeal
• less than 1/4 cup of mixed berries
• green tea
• h2o 

Lunch came before you know it with not to much in between and we had

• 1 whole grain wrap
• 2 oz chicken
• 1 handful lettuce
• less than 1/4 cup of diced tomatoes and onion
• 2 tsp of lite italian dressing 

After lunch I was hurting badly again and decided to get to moving since it seemed to help the last time...I started cleaning out our closet...that took about a hour...then I decided to clean out our spare bedroom, that took about a hour and a half. So throughout the day, even with only 30 minutes of cardio I was moving a good bit.
Our 2nd snack was

• 1/2 cup kashi cereal
• 1 cup of 1%milk
• mixed berries

Dinner

• 4 oz chicken
• 1/4 cup of broccoli, onions, and peppers 
• 1 cup of lima beans

 Today is day 12, I had to work this morning also, we got up at our usual time, the butt crack of dawn! It's been hard getting up these past few days, I dont know if its because I'm sleeping soooo much better or it's because I'm getting up, staying up, and staying up later than I would like. But either way, coffee is certainly missed.
This morning we had an omelet made of

• 2 egg whites, 1 caged egg
• 1/4 cup onions, and...broccoli! a surprise ingredient! 
• 2 slices of turkey bacon
• green tea 
• h2o

I ended up taking a nap till 8:30 this morning instead of doing what I should have, and done some cardio...dangit. In retrospect, I'm furious at myself for it. So, I was running late to get to work and had to eat my snack at 10:20 instead of my usual 9:30. My snack was oatmeal and berries. My lunch was late too...2:30 I ate my salad I brought and had about 4 heads peak over my shoulder to see what it was made of...

• 2 handfuls of spinach leaves
• 4 oz chicken
• 1/4 cup of onion, broccoli, tomatoes
• feta
• 2 tsp lite Italian dressing
• 1 green apple

4 o'clock came finally and before ya know it I was starving again, the hustle and bustle of work gets to me I suppose. So I came home and had some cereal for my snack.

We decided to have our cheat meal tonight...usually do it on sundays but since I will be working that night I wanted to do it tonight. We ordered out.....salmon and wild rice :) Pretty good for a cheat meal!

So here we are with plans to get up in the morning, have breakfast, run a few errands and hopefully it will be pretty enough to take our bikes out to the lake. NO EXCUSES! remember this Lindsey!!

day 10

Day 10 of 21, so almost half way there.. What an accomplishment.
We started it off pretty sleepy, but got breakfast cooked and fed our bodies. Kept it pretty simple this morning with

• 2 egg whites, 1 cage free egg 
• 1 slice of turkey bacon
• 1 slice of whole grain bread with 1tsp of omega 3 butter
• pinch of cinnamon 
• honey dew melon
• green tea
• h2o

I was feeling horrible this morning and ended up taking a nap after breakfast. I'm disappointed because I had every intention in riding my bike this morning... Well it was raining anyhow, and I really was feeling run down and physically sick. So I'm not going to beat myself down too much, but from here on out--no excuses!

Snack was

• 1/2 cup of Kashi Autum Wheat
• 1/2 of a banana sliced up
• 1 cup of 1% milk

Lunch I wasn't starving like I usually am, but I know I needed to eat otherwise it was going to be much worse.

• 2oz chicken (4oz for Jason) 
• 1 whole grain wrap
• 1 handful of lettuce
• less than 1/4 cup tomato and onion
• 2 tsp of lite balsamic dressing
• sprinkle of feta
• green tea
• h2o

Yummmieeee! It's nice switching from salads even though I really enjoy the salad. Just something different makes a lot of difference in how much you tend to enjoy it I think.

2nd snack

• 1 packet of oatmeal
• less than 1/4 cup of mixed berries
• green tea
• h2o

Dinner was a treat because

1. I didn't cook it
2. It was delicious!!

Jason cooked the chicken the day before, sauteed onions/peppers/mushrooms to throw on it and cooked lima beans ( the frozen, non can, aka much better for you kind)
so...

• 4oz chicken ( jason had 5 oz b/c tonight was our "cheat " night)
• Less than 1/4 cup of onions/peppers/mushrooms
• about a cup of lima beans

So no cheating for me, but I have been feeling so guilty for not exercising and feeling as if I haven't lost any weight so I didn't want to give myself an opportunity to eat badly.
Obviously I've been keeping track of everything that we take in and a few days ago I made a list of every item that we eat, and the calories that are in that serving. So I'm curious to see how many calories I took in today..

Lets see!!

Okay, without adding the intake for the fresh fruit I had today ( which none of the calories are from fat anyways so honestly does it even count? ) We're looking at

 1970 CALORIES 

So we are looking at  530 below the standard 2,500...give or take.
So, the average person who takes in 2500 cal. a day for a week will take in 17,500 calories a week.
We are taking in 13,790 (give or take) yet taking in more nutrients than the people who are eating the standard 2500.....

Pretty cool. While I was browsing our nutrient facts trying to do the math, I noticed that there is hardly any calories from fat in any of our foods. And I've become much more aware of the protein...
Another thing thats funny about the Dolce Diet..makes you much more aware of EVERYTHING!! And I mean everything. I'm looking at the food on other peoples plates ( a plate with a whole grain wheat wrap, but with ricotta cheese, turkey, but with mayo, tomatoes, but with chips as a side, not to mention theres two of them) and thinking good try, but thats not going to help!

Everything in my life is about healthy living now..I even bought ORGANIC shampoo today...Some might call it obsessed, but when was it ever wrong to be obsessed with LIFE. And with these changes we're making, we are going to be doing a lot more LIVING!

Day 9

9 down, 12 to go!! 


I've been slacking on my blog the past 3 days so I'll do a fast forward quickly. 
After weighing ourselves, we took a bike ride around our street...but we haven't been back on them. I tried to yesterday but we had some strong winds and it about blew me off and knocked me over. Also, yesterday I almost had myself convinced in buying Wii fitness, but that was a $100 bucks I needed to hold on to for right now.  So since the biking escapade, I've had no exercise besides walking at work. Not thrilled about this but I plan on riding a little today. 


Breakfast has been the usual 2 or 3 eggs and 2 slices of  turkey bacon with honey dew melon. Except after our last grocery store visit we've been using 1 "cage free" egg a day. The calories end up being about the same as the egg whites, and Jason likes a little color with his eggs (: 


This morning I mixed breakfast up and attempted something I've never tried before.....an omelet! 
Now I regard myself as a pretty good cook, but that's with the dishes we used to eat. It's like I'm having to re-learn how to cook to fix the good stuff. So in our omelet we had

• 2 egg whites
• 1 cage free egg
• 1/4 cup onions/peppers/mushrooms
• 2 slices of turkey bacon
• green tea
• h2o
• I had 1/2 cup of freshly squeezed OJ  

I'm not sure what the policy is with OJ for the Dolce Diet but it can't be bad...I hope. 

Monday was a tough day to get through...We went to bed late, and got up at 5:45. I haven't had a problem getting up before then, but I just couldn't get motivated to do anything. So I tried to nap...wasn't happening. It was like a battle inside my body telling me to get up and do something and then telling me just go to sleep. Ugh so frustrating...I tried to take another nap around 1, I did fall asleep but I was in that half asleep half awake phase. Anyway...I guess I learned a lesson, NO NAPS! Get up and get moving is what my brain was trying to say but I just wouldn't listen. If I had I might have had a better day.

The timings and prep are getting easier to me, I guess after 9 days of basically repetition it should. I don't waver on my times any more than 30 minutes or so. I can def tell when I need to eat, I begin to feel give out, and within seconds I feel like I'm starved for nutrients!  Working nights has its set backs. I eat my snack before I leave at 3:45, so I'm scheduled to eat my dinner by at least 7. 7:00 in the restaurant business is the busiest time of the night in most cases. (same goes for lunch shifts, im scheduled to eat at 12 just like everyone else) Usually I'm literally stuffing food in my mouth between getting my food from the kitchen and chewing it up before I leave the door so that my customers aren't thinking I'm eating their food. So after eating fast, and then running my ass off from 6:30-8:30 I'm starving again by 9. So I've been taking a banana along with my dinner and eating that when I start to feel weak again. Working weekend nights, we don't close until 11, and that makes it even more of a challenge to keep fueled. Last weekend I took oatmeal and berries to give me more of a kick than just the banana. 


I've had 3 people share with me that my face has thinned out, and now ( just like I assumed ) the girls at work are asking me questions about The Dolce Diet. Wanting to see the pamphlet, wanting to know exactly what's in that salad?? will you make me one and bring it?? will you let me borrow the book?? HA I love it! Theres nothing more motivating than positive feedback! 


So heres to the next 12 days and getting more positive feedback all the while becoming just a more positive person. 

Day 6

Day 6, well we made it to our weigh in day. I've lost 6lbs! 6lbs was not really what I was hoping for. I was expecting to see something pretty drastic on the scale this morning, something more like 10. But If I'm honest with myself I guess that was a silly hope. I didn't exercise the whole 6 days. I did follow the meal plans to a T beside the few slip ups I mentioned previously. So I guess 6 pounds is good with me.

As far as the getting active aspect, we are the proud owners of two new bikes!! I'm going to call her "Jazzy", as in " I'm about to take Jazzy for a ride, I'll be back soon!" ha! So it's probably been 10, 12 years since I've rode a bike...I was pretty terrified. But I picked right back up where I left off all those years ago, I'm still pretty bad at it, but I can get around. We Live on a street that actually has the word "Hill" in the address...and Jason and I got up this morning and rode our bikes around our street. It was the hardest thing I've done in a long time..and I'm not even going to lie, I walked my bike up a hill or two. But it was fun, and it got our hearts pumping so thats whats important! I'll get better in time, I just need to master the flat lands first!

We've been pretty much following our usual menu, with the egg whites, turkey bacon, oatmeal, cereal, and grilled chicken. Tonights our free meal and we can't decide what we want. Literally still thinking about it as I type. We're thinking a chicken baked potato for him, and blacken catfish with a side baked potato for me.

My goal for the upcoming week is to get in cardio at least 3-4 times a week. There are times when after working the busiest restaurant in town where I feel like doing absolutely nothing, so I'm starting out with a pretty standard goal, 3-4 times a week. I plan on biking, I also have a work out video, but I'm thinking about going to get a WII fitness game tomorrow. Since we've not eaten out like we normally do, it seems we have a little bit more change in our wallets. Another perk! Woo Hoo! I also would like to go for 9lbs this week, but that is a high expectation, I will still be happy with another 6. . My goal throughout the 21 days is at least 15-20lbs, so if I can loose 1lb a day, like I have been I will be at 135, which for my height I think is average. And it damn sure would be a huge change for me! I'm beginning to really love change

"Jazzy"

Day 5

Day 5... honestly never thought I would have made it past the first day. Now I can not see how I ever went about my life being so clueless as to the tastefulness of green vegetables, red vegetables, and multicolored fruit.. I mean really? Have I been under a rock my entire life?! My mom always cooked veggies, but also a lot of potatoes, as well as huge portions. How she stays so thin I'll never know. 


The days on this diet just keep getting better as well as easier. We mixed up our breakfast a little bit this a.m. And added 2 tsp of salsa with our eggs, turns out that was a tad to much. But it was still a nice, different flavor to enjoy. 

I worked this morning and had my oatmeal before I left. I'm using less berries now since the taste is starting to grow on me. Going back to my mom, when she cooks, there is a burst of flavor in your mouth no matter what the dish. We all love spicy foods so there was a lot of that. I also have no sense of smell, so having spicy and VERY flavorful foods was (i thought) the only way I could really enjoy food. I guess since I have been eating like this for 25 years, the blandness of oatmeal just doesn't appeal to me much. But like I said, it's growing on me. 


Jason missed his snack after breakfast due to work, there was no way he could have avoided it. I'm not really sure what the protocol is on a missed snack, but luckily it was only a snack and not a bigger meal. We're still working out a few kinks in the timing and prep of our meals, but we've done great so far, so don't feel too bad baby! 


Dinner was 4 oz grilled chicken with onions and peppers, with a cup of green beans. Of course we had our water, and tea. I'm starting to really dig the tea. I believe its the only thing keeping me from having caffeine withdrawals.  Which brings me to an interesting subject which Jason and I just discussed...He asked if I knew how long it has been since I've gone 5 days without ever drinking a soda or having sugar? And the honest answer is probably since I was a baby and the only thing I was eating or drinking was milk. WOW!! That is horrible!! I am ashamed of myself. I have, in 25 years, not been without a soft drink for 5 days. My kidneys probably have been screaming FU for years and years. This just amazes me. And now, I'm drinking close to, if not, a gallon of water a day. Like I said in previous post, it's funny how once I started this diet, so many bad habits have come to mind and I should palm slap myself for allowing myself to do so. Guess it is better late than never eh? 

Day 4- dinner

Today has been all around great! Was energized all day long, and today was the first day that I felt it the whole day. I had plenty oppertunities to nap, but the thought never crossed my mind like before. My bf felt it to. So I suppose our bodies are kicking in and adjusting well.
Since we were feeling great, we discussed ways in which we wAnt to get active. Bicycling came up and the surfing began. Since we are beginners we decided to start out with basic bikes. We headed to the dreaded wal mart to scope out the inventory. We made our picks but we will have to hold out on the buy. But I'm excited!

Dinner!!! We had chicken already cooked so we took the night off from cooking and just whip up some sides. We had
4 oz chicken each
1/2 cup of black eyed peas
2 handfuls of sauteed spinach
Green tea
H2o


Still haven't weighed in but Sunday is coming quickly! Can't wait to see results, but even if there isn't, like Janis said " feeling good is good enough for me"

Ps. Love you too baby


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Day 4-Breakfast thru Lunch

Day Four!! Feeling great! I woke up to an alarm that was NOT set for me....and I once again could have slept in but I got up. I boiled water for our tea, downed a glass of water before I started cooking breakfast. We wanted to try the wraps this morning. Turns out I over did it on the eggs because we couldn't wrap the wrap. We had

• 2 egg whites a piece
• 1/4 cup of onions, peppers, tomatoes, and olives
• 100% whole grain wrap 
• 1 slice of turkey bacon
• cup of green tea 
• h2o

Other than the wrap FAIL, it was delicious. Besides playing tennis on the WII, and walking all night at work exercise is pretty much non existent. But we have plans to go walk a nature trail tomorrow, and continue to do some sort of exercise from then on out.

When I was young, I played softball, played outside with friends, dodge ball , tennis, I was very active. In my 20's I discovered alcohol, and that was pretty much the only thing I spent my time, not to mention money , on.  I walked everywhere on campus, and went to a dance class, but never got any other exercise than that. I began to drink allll the time and ended up getting into major trouble with it, and finally looked at my life and wanted to make a change, but still didn't. And it wasn't until a year and a half ago, when I started dating my boyfriend that I finally realized that it had to be done. We still drink occasionally but nothing like it used to be. And since we are changing our lifestyle, why not change that aspect of it also.

Anyway- back to the main topic!
Snack #1

• 1/2 cup of kashi autumn wheat cereal
• 1 handful of mixed berried
• 1 cup of 1% milk

I was excited about lunch b/c I wanted to switch up our regular grilled chicken salad to salad with tuna. I'm not an expert on tuna so I had to do some web surfing on recipes. After looking through many I decided to screw it and figure it out myself. It was nothing fancy but i really enjoyed it. We had

• 2 handfuls of spinach leaves
• 4 oz tuna
• 1/4 cup of onions, peppers, tomatoes, and broccoli 
• feta cheese
• 2 tlbs of light balsamic dressing
• 2 tsp of lemon juice
• 1cup green tea
• h2o

Last night before bed we listened to Mike Dolce doing an interview on a radio station out of Las Vegas, I have to say listening to him as he answered questions it dawned on me how simple this diet/lifestyle change really is. It's like....well dang! why didn't I think of this? why did I have to pay someone $40 dollars to realize that what I was taking in was BAD? Not that I'm not grateful to Mr. Dolce, but it's kind of ridiculous that I was stuffing my face with fried food and pizza when all the meals we've had in the last 4 days taste a million times better. It's a personal insult to myself that I did not care enough to take time and think what I was putting in my body.  In the 4 days we've been on this diet, I have been looking back on everything in my life and wondering why I haven't done anything about it before. Everything is so easy. The only hassle is getting everything prepared in time, but even that has become easier. I feel better already. I woke up wide awake this morning feeling wonderful. This may be TMI but even my bathroom trips have gotten better. Sorry.

I'm so thankful Jason found the Dolce Diet, and persuaded me into joining him. It's going to reshape our lives completely.

Day 3

Day 3! Today was our "Cheat Meal" day...and we just got back from dinner, but I'll get to that later. Today we had something new for breakfast. Trying to occasionally switch things up so we don't burn out on the same things every day.

• 2 egg whites with onions
• 1 slice of turkey bacon
• 1 slice of whole grain toast, with less than 1tsp. of smart butter spread on, and a little bit of cinnamon. 
• Green tea
• water

It was good, We've been discussing how we haven't felt like we have much energy lately, and maybe the toast would give us a little kick. For me, it didn't. Maybe because I was worn out from working all night, and then waking up at 5:45. I tried to nap after and couldn't ever go to sleep. I guess my body was fueled up and was saying something different than my brain was thinking. I SHOULD have gotten up and moved around, but I let the lazy Lindsey take over and chill till I had to get ready to go to work. I had my snack before I left for work, oatmeal with mixed berries and cinnamon. Then headed to work.

The working while dieting thing has been stressing me a tad bit. I'm always worried that I wont be able to get to my food in time, esp when working days when the lunch rush hits. I ended up getting to eat it right on time today! Good thing too b/c i was starving. I had

• 4 oz. grilled chicken
• 2 handfuls of spinach leaves
• 1/4 cup of broccoli, green peppers, and onions
• feta cheese
• cherry tomatoes 
• 2 tsp of raspberry vinegerette 

I can't express how much I LOVE my lunch salads!! I Look forward to it, its a highlight of my day!
Had 1/2 cup of kashi cereal at 4 with mixed berries in it. It's also yummy. So now to dinner....
Now I had great intentions. I ordered red fish and wild rice. I even made the waitress throw the bread away after she brought the food out. So I did good on that part, but it had a creole sauce on top of the fish. with crawfish, and shrimp which are not bad for me, and I didn't get much of the sauce on my fish while eating it. But I still over did my portion. And I feel guilty about it. Really guilty about it. Even more guilty about it when I expressed to Jason after we were home how I feel like I have more energy now than I have all day, and he replied b/c I over ate...sad face. Oh well....Tomorrows another day and I am OFF from work so I will do some cardio and make up for it.

I'm still loving this diet so far, I haven't missed any of my old go to foods, and after dinner tonight we talked about how we should have just eaten a chicken salad and splurged with ranch dressing. So I think I'm in a great frame of mine to continue on and work out the kinks quickly. I want to see some pounds shed by the end of the week.

Day 2

Day 2 has begun and we are rolling! Because I didn't have to work this morning, I couldn't decide if I wanted to get up early with Jason and eat breakfast together, or sleep in. Any other day, I would have chosen to sleep in, but since we are in this together and I want us to do the best at it, I got up. Before I got to the kitchen he had already started boiling water for our tea. This morning we had a feast for breakfast..

• 3 egg whites a piece ( he wasn't crazy about the eggs yesterday so he diced tomatoes to throw in with them, i took it a bit further and added green peppers and onions)
• 2 slices of turkey bacon
• 1 orange
• h2o & green tea

We both really liked it. And unlike yesterday we didn't even add sea salt. Which for myself is a miracle. I loooove salt. Anytime I ever had something sweet before it had to be followed by something salty. I have always had terrible eating habits. Its not that I didn't like fruit or vegetables, I just never made them available to myself.


While having breakfast Jason and I had an interesting conversation about our "cheat" meal tomorrow. We discussed what we wanted. We threw out some foods we would normally go for, So we talked about it.. "Hamburgers? No. Pizza? No. How about grilled chicken salad and we can have ranch dressing? Sounds good, but we don't need to ware ourselves out on chicken"...so We decided on either fish or filet mignon....wow. Funny how with only 2 days of actually caring about what we put into our bodies, the second we get a chance to go all out, we don't. And for that, I am proud of the both of us!!

I had oatmeal again for a snack today with green tea and lots and lots of water. I took a glass of water with me to bed, had one when I got up, had another throughout breakfast, had some more while I was waiting for the bank to open, grabbed a bottle out the door on the way to the bank, refilled it when I got back home. I already pee'd a lot, now its just ridiculous! But I know its good for me.

I'm about to start preparing our lunch. salad with grilled chicken. I'm really excited about all that flavor. I have never craved feta cheese, now I cant wait to eat it.
I will have to eat a snack before work, and prepare and take my dinner with me tonight at work.

I told myself I was not going to weigh in until I felt like I had lost an substantial amount, but I sneaked in and did it anyway. 2lbs. TWO POUNDS!!! It's not much, but it is super exciting to me. To have taken that chance of stepping on the scale after only a day, and seeing a result, no matter how small, it was a feeling of huge satisfaction, and motivation to keep it up.

Valentines and Dolce Diet Day 1

Well, day one has come to a end. How do I feel? I have a headache the size of Mississippi. I'm going to go out on a whim and blame it on the caffeine addiction that I was unaware of. All in all it was a better day than I had expected. Breakfast went well- I enjoyed the eggs and turkey bacon. My first snack was oatmeal. Never experienced oatmeal before. And that was...exactly what it was, an experience. I dumped my allotted amount of cranberries in it, hoping it would help. It didn't. So I put a "pinch" of cinnamon. Didn't help. So then a dab of honey. It didn't help much, but with all of that combined I choked it down. Also had a cup of green tea...another experience! Pretty bad stuff right there, but wanting to do this thing right, I downed it. 


Lunch was pretty hectic b/c I worked morning shift at my job. 3 or 4 times I had to stop myself from getting a Dr. Pepper, or stealing a fry off a plate. But I always stopped myself. After thinking about it, I realized I didn't want that fry, but it was habit to pick it up and stuff it in my mouth. This may seem like a small issue, but I think I'm more proud of myself to stopping myself from doing these things than I am of taking the initiative to start this diet.Baby steps always lead to bigger ones right?


 I was a little late getting to it but my salad was fabulous! Spinach leaves, grilled chicken, feta cheese, peppers, tomato, onion, and raspberry vinegerette dressing. ( which I may have used to much of, I looked up the cal. intake but forgot to check how much it was per serving--slip up #1) 


Of course we would start this diet on valentines day, when the week before I preordered chocolate covered strawberries for the other half. I came home to some beautiful tulips, and sadly handed him the strawberries. They looked amazing, and by this time we were both worn out and that chocolate was calling my name. Not for the taste though, for the boost of energy I needed terribly. 


Snack #2, kashi autum wheat cereal, with mixed berries and banana slices. I tried to go over board with the banana slices but my loving boyfriend thankfully pointed this out just in time. And....one chocolate covered strawberry...(slip up #2)


Dinner was grilled chicken with onions and peppers, and french style green beans, and another cup of green tea. Blahhh I'm still trying to get it down.But amazingly, my headache is now GONE!!! That's whats up green tea! I just hit your "like" button. 


I told a EVERYONE I work with that I was dieting and to please stop me if they see me going for anything other than water. I wouldn't say they were supportive, but I wouldn't say they were detremental either. Kind of a, I dont really care whats going on with you attitude. I'm sure they will have a few questions when I start dropping some lbs.


All in all day one was a learning experience, and a realization that this diet is going to take time, and planning. We are so used to hoping in the car, driving 5 minutes, and having food. It's definetly going to be an adjustment, but it's something that I'm looking forward to more and more simply because my future never looked so good! 

Day 1-Breakfast

Yesterday, My boyfriend and I bought a crap load of groceries, I'm talking the buggy was slap full. Funny how eating LESS creates MORE groceries! So after the grocery store, which didn't have much to offer as the organic goes but we made do, we came home and enjoyed our "last meals" and prepared ourselves mentally for what we are about to do. 

I work at a restaurant as a waitress, and my bf works a regular 7-4 job, so you see how the schedules might conflict. But this morning I woke up at 6 and started to prepare our breakfast. I used

• 4 egg whites (for each of us) -- which was too much bc neither one of us finished the eggs
• 2 slices of turkey bacon
• 4 slices of honey dew
• 2 glasses of h2o 
• 1 cup of green tea

I was shocked at how I enjoyed the taste of the egg whites and the turkey!! Maybe this wont be so bad...I should probably backspace that last sentence before I eat my words.

I sent Jason on with some oatmeal, with cinnamon to flavor, mixed berries, and a banana. I will be having the same as a snack. And for lunch I'm about to do up some chicken for a salad. I will be working through my lunch so I'm hoping I can find the time to eat it... 

Back from the grocery store

Well this is it. We purchased the Dolce Diet handbook before Christmas, and FINALLY after months of putting it off, we are committing. When I say committing, I mean I just dropped $300+ at the grocery store. *Sob* But after coming home to empty cabinets and fridge, and hauling all of the new GOOD food inside, and restocking the kitchen, a feeling of excitement has come over me.
If I had to guess, I probably have not weighed myself in over two years. I am 5'5, 25 years old, and have never, ever been a size below 8. I finally weighed myself an hour ago, and I was not surprised at the number on the scale, but it is very disappointing to know I have I guess you could say "let myself go." Since I am very insecure about my weight, I wont disclose that as of yet. I feel that when I start seeing results I will feel better about sharing.
The diet is 21 days long .THREE weeks!  I'm sure I will be repeating this to myself over and over again the first few days/weeks. It's only 3 weeks, It's only 3 weeks! My goals of this experience: to loose weight of course, that is what is driving me the hardest. I want to be a healthy size, I have no plans in being a size zero! But I would like to loose at least 25lbs. Whether that happens in the 3 weeks or not, that is my #1 goal as of now.
Also, I want to FEEL better, as a whole. I want to become a  healthier person, and change the way I look at my food intake. I also want to quit smoking, and I think this diet is going to help me to do that. I have no intentions of quitting right now, I think I would loose my mind, boyfriend, and friends if I were to try quitting while I am taking on a lifestyle change like this.
Tomorrow starts a whole new day of hopefully "the rest of my life"